Struggling with emotions I can not hide.
I don't know if I can hold back the tears today.
Well I get to watch your son run and play.
I know I have two special boys
Always happy and smiling
All I feel is angry
What makes you think I have the heart for this?
Why have such confidence in me?
I know that I can handle this
I have the strengh I guess
But some days it is hard on me
To watch them always fall
Hope this is not to much
But this is what I have to say
I can not say it any other way
Do you have such confidence
This is something that I wrote. Please, to let you know that I am not a depressed person. It is the only way that I can tell what I am feeling about this situation.