Thanks for letting Jade know that we send wishes to her. Really sorry to hear about your mum going down so quickly, it is hard to fathom and will be for a long time to come. You have had 15-16 good years celebrating Christmas with her and it is sad that at this time of the year she does not even recognise you guys anymore. Words are not enough to express empathy and sympathy during this time. My thoughts are with you. I am also sorry that Jade has never been given the opportunity to get to know her other gran (Fred's mom) too who too has not been well lately, her and I often speak about Jade and I think it is just as sad for her that she did not get to know her granddaughter. One of those things. Please tell Jade, I will keep her updated with Kevin, he is slowing down a bit more now too, he sometimes crawls around the house as his legs don't want to work, he keeps complaining that they hurt. He has put on a lot of weight from the steroids which does not help. Not sure how much longer he will walk for but trying to keep positive too. I wish you guys a peaceful Christmas, we are also having a quiet one as usual, no family and friends around, it is a hard time too but try not to think of it. I find girls are also more emotional than boys, so they do not feel it as much, just me I suppose most of all. Anyway, it is supposed to be a happy time and I do not want to go on and make it a more sadder time. Special blessing and thoughts and I hope all the best for you guys. Emotionally, this has been the worst time of my life that I sometimes did not know how I would make the next day, I feel that I have overcome that depression without realising that I was in it so badly, always hear of others going there and never thought it would happen to me. Mistakes made, lessons learned and I really do hope that we can work things out again between us. I know that life is short, we have to make the most of it as silly things can take away years which we then regret later in life.
She had a good one. OMG cant believe this time next year she is 18. Where the hell did time do to? Dont bother praying for my mom because it does not help, she has gotten so bad that I feel sorry for my stepdad.. Will tell her after she finishes work tomorrow about the message, sure she will appreciate it... She asked the other day if I had heard from u and wonder's how Kevin is doing? Hope u all have a wonderful christmas as well. We not into it this year, will be the 1st time in 17yrs that we not by my mom and it just does not feel right.. But anyhow its for the kids x x Jade sad about my mom = she says she only got one granny and now her granny dont even know her anymore, :-( think she misses my mom the way she used to be .. suppose we all are
Sending Jade happy birthday wishes from us, hope she has had a great day so far and that her birthday is a much happier one than last year. Hope your mum is doing okay too, still praying for her. Take care and have a wonderful Christmas. Love Jo
I have just sent you an email. My back is not up in anyway, just want to get a few facts sorted out. I won't get into trouble, I can sort things out. I don't want anymore misunderstandings between us, lets just stand together instead.
My family and friends can access my messages I receive on this site, I have asked for this only, so not sure if it does this or shows everyone. I am slowly writing to you by email as I am running around and will get back to you. This is a share and care website and that is why I have invited family and friends on it to keep up with Kevin's journey. It takes a long time to put things together and bare with me. I am far behind.
Welcome to PPMD, hope you learn lots and feel free to ask any questions or start any discussions at any time. I am long overdue to add more photo's etc and will do so as soon as I can. This is a long journey and together, we all can make a huge difference.
Lots of love