I guess today is going to be tough. Wyatt is going to get his first set of night splints. I guess reality is really setting in. We have also started to go through the pgd/ivf process and for the first time I started to blame myself. I hadn't really done that yet. We have known the dx for almost a year and when the genetics counselor would tell me it is not anyone's fault, I looked at him and thought "No f@#$ing kidding" we have no control over our genes. But then yesterday I was feeling sorry for myself and my husband because to increase our chances to have a child without DMD we had to go through all of this ivf stuff. I know it is a choice and God will only give us what we can handle but it is just hard to accept it. My husband, always supportive, told me that if I ever apologize for this again or blame it on myself that he wouldn't talk to me again.He said, That we have a wonderful child with DMD and we are happy and we are doing all of this because we want to add to our happiness and surround our little guy with more love. I just wish that would sink in. Thanks for listening. It's nice to have somewhere to go to talk to people who have been through the same thing.