Our five year old son Matthew has just been diagnosed and it still seems unreal, like in any moment I will wake up from a horrible dream.  It definately came as a shock, we really had no clue about this disease, until now.  You go to the doctor and they are supposed to make you better, but being told there is no cure, that is the worst thing a doctor can say.  So who do I turn to?

I was raised going to church, every Saturday.  But these past two years I began to have a resentment with…