austin said to me today" now im knowing what it's really like to not be able to walk anymore..." i am so heart broken when he says things like this. its true, today for some reason he hasn't been able to move very well. he's 10.5 and i knew he wouldn't be walking much longer, but somehow im still not ready yet. his power chair wont be here until august at the soonest, we don't have a lift on our van yet. we just finished handicap additions to the house, and the driveway still isn't level enough to get a chair up to our door... austin isn't ready yet. i asked him how it feels to him, and he said "it hurts, my legs don't work very well mom." he then asked if he was going to feel better and i dont know was the answer, he may have an easier time walking tomorrow, he did ok yesterday. or he may wake up and not be able to walk at all. im at such a loss as to what to say or do for him, he has always been so active, such a fighter, and its horrible to see him so sad and tired. i guess today is just rough.