My son has opened the doors to a lifetime commitment of research and learning in nutrition and natural therapies to find a cure for his dis-ease. I feel compelled to share with another family the equipment, tools and knowledge I have and my ranch home here in the healing environment of the Sierras. We were on a roll and ready to purchase a few more pieces of equipment and my passion for helping another boy to cure has pulled me in the direction of putting the offer out to another parent/s via your website. Please let me know how I may post such an offer on this site. I know from the bottom of my heart I can help.
I want to share a poem that was written by a friend and sent to me the day Julian left his body. God only knows. He had no knowledge of Julian's flu or passing and has not yet met us in person:
There is nothing I can give you which you have not. But there is much,
very much, that, while I cannot give it, you can take. No heaven can
come to us unless our hearts find rest in it today. Take heaven!
No peace lies in the future which is not hidden in this present little instant.
Take peace! The gloom of the world is but a shadow. Behind it, yet within
our reach, is joy. There is radiance and glory in darkness, could we but see.
And to see, we have only to look. I beseech you to look!
Life is so generous a giver. But we, judging its gifts by their covering,
cast them away as ugly or heavy or hard. Remove the covering, and you
will find beneath it a living splendor, woven of love by wisdom, with power.
Welcome it, grasp it, and you touch the angel's hand that brings it to you.
Everything we call a trial, a sorrow or a duty, believe me, that angel's hand is there.
The gift is there and the wonder of an overshadowing presence. Your joys, too,
be not content with them as joys. They, too, conceal diviner gifts.
Life is so full of meaning and purpose, so full of beauty beneath its covering,
that you will find earth but cloaks your heaven. Courage then to claim it; that is all!
But courage you have, and the knowledge that we are pilgrims together,
wending through unknown country home.
And so, at this time, I greet you, not quite as the world sends greetings,
but with profound esteem and with the prayer that for you, now and
forever, the day breaks and shadows flee away.
Love and Peace,Jay
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I'm not very good with blogs but I want to tell you that a few nights after the love of my life passed away (Julian),
I saw in a dream a younger boy with the same dis-ease in a wheelchair and I truly believe in my heart that Julian would want me to offer my knowledge, equipment, experience and ranch home to a family needing help and looking for curing. We were on a roll and getting ready to find funds to purchase Edgar Cayce's wet cell battery (The protocol from his hospital, ARE - Association for Research and Enlightenment is awesome), Dr. Rhodes' Vecttor and a BEMER. I truly feel we could have won this battle and believe others have in the past. I do own quite a bit of equipment and tools for healing and now have the time to offer my services to another boy in need. Julian's condition has caused me to grow and learn a great deal regarding all aspects of healing. Please help me to locate the family who seeks a natural cure (there's no other)by sending any copy or parts of my information to them. My ranch is in Fairplay, CA and Julian's 'wild mustang' is here. She picked him at the Litchfield BLM adoption corral; followed him wherever his wheelchair went - amazingly spiritual, a story in itself. I'd like to talk to you in person, not very fast at typing. The following is copied from another email:
I've just recently lost my beautiful son to a complication with a killer flu. He had DMD and almost made it to his 21st birthday. His lungs and heart were still great and had it not been for the flu, he would be here today and we'd be getting a few more pieces of equipment to utilize for his curing. I've been blessed by the learning and understanding god has given me with this challenge to help him. Now I want to continue on my path to helping another young man like him (or anyone) and feel from the bottom of my heart that Julian would also want this. We're completely set up here in the healing environment of the Sierras (artesian water and oxygen). I'm looking for work in order to save the ranch and I need help in getting the word out to other families. I'm a forever student of physical and etheric therapies which include herbology, organic nutrition, Bowen, equine and water therapies, NST (neuro structural training), EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique), range of motion, massage using certain oils, protocols of Dr. Hulda Clark, Dr. Schulze, Dr. Christopher and Edgar Cayce, and have some very effective healing devices and getting ready to start using the Bemer, wet cell battery, and Vecttor, among others.
We were very happy most of the time living here in our simple existence. We were such a team and he was my best friend and an inspiration to all who knew him. He would keep me on track and we had plans for a road trip in his new van he found on the internet. I'll be putting his ashes someday in all the places he wanted to see like Yosemite, ghost town of Bodhe, Mono Lake, Sedona, Mt. Shasta and the sea among others. Once when we were sitting in the hot tub about 3 weeks ago, he said if he ever were to die he'd want to come back as a Peregrine Falcon. I asked why and he said they're the coolest birds because they can fly 2 miles above and see a mouse and dive 200 mph and 'Bam', hit their prey and knock it out! I said, "I don't know what I would do without you, Julian" He said, "Yea Mom, what would you do?" Then there was a silence and we both said unanimously, "You'd (I'd) be riding your (my) horses". Words do not express my joy of knowing him and now my sadness..you know we were going to heal him and also find a safe haven to survive? 2012. We were reading a lot of books and learning a great deal of awesome things about our planet, like Inner Earth, the Ica Stones, ancient anthropology and did you know we live in the oldest land on earth? This is really Lemuria (the west coast). I'm now calling it Califurria.
Here's a copy of an ad trying to get the right people to move here...I need to rent out 1/2 my house and make good money now that all income has completely stopped!
Single Naturopath Wants to Share Ranch
Hello, my name is Susan and I own a beautiful, historic piece of land in Fairplay, CA (Sierras) with stone outcroppings, access to wilderness trails, local wineries and wonderful sandy soil to grow just about anything organic. I’m a student of physical and etheric healing therapies and herbology with an interest in horses and animal health. Help with training my Spanish Mustangs, i.e., could do a carriage tour business through the local wineries or start a riding clinic or healing retreat.
I’m looking to connect with other people who appreciate a positive lifestyle involving live foods and natural healing. It would be wonderful to even meet a partner who brings experience and knowledge to the table.
I do have a county permitted trailer space with full hookups and/or a bedroom or two (How about a separate duplex or master suite?) as my home is very large with an ozonated hot tub on the deck and a cold plunge right next to it. Want to help build a lap pool?; a garage apartment or separate cottage?
There’s a National Champion black walnut tree, winter creek, organic garden, old barn, pastures and the Cosumnes rivers nearby. Also if interested in purchasing this land I will carry.
If anyone is interested or knows of someone who may be wanting to share an existence in this magical area (or another), please contact me at the following:
(530) 620-2031From Susan Fulmer Re: My son Julian Thursday, January 13, 2011 4:12 PM Susan Fulmer Pat@parentprojectmd.org firstname.lastname@example.org