Max's Mom's Page

I am so sorry for your lost!!  You did everything you could for him and more. Many prayers for your family with this heartbreaking transition!!

Hi Veronica,

I can even imagine how much you miss Max and how hard all of this is on you and your family.  I will keep your words with me about wanting to hold your baby just one more time and hear him.  My heart hurts for you and honestly I can even imagine.  I want you to know that I am here for you if you need some support.  I know it's hard sometimes to count on others and sometimes it seems like friends can disappear when a tragedy happens.  I know that's true with just the diaganosis of Duchenne in iteself and let alone the loss of Max.  It does seem very strange that Max seemed so active, just the minor flu like symptoms, then for this to happen.  I hope that you get some answers to this, but it seems so odd that this happened with flu like symptoms.  It sounds like he didn't have other issues besides Duchenne. 

Yes, we did PGD.  It didn't work the first time with us, but did the second.  We have Anthem Blue Cross.  We had to pay upfront costs of everything, but then got reimbursed from the clinic once insurance paid them.  Our doctor was in-network, but their lab was out so we had to pay a bit more because of that.  So if you decided to pursue this, definately check to see if not only the doctor is in-network, but that their lab is.  Now with PGD you won't find an insurance company that has a lab that does the PGD in-network.  So we had to pay for it again upfront, our insurance then paid us what an out of network lab would be.  It was about $4500 at the time and we got back about $1200 from insurance.  This didn't work for me, so I did in fact fight that ruling and the insurance paid the full amount both time we did PGD.  So it's definately possible to make this not be too much of a financial burden.  Our clinic did make us pay for the parts of IVF as well so it is several thousand, but again keep in mind that insurance will most likely cover some of these costs.  I'm happy to talk about this more in detail if you would like, I'll give you my email and then I'll send you my phone number if you would like.

I started my first round at 36, but didn't have our now 2 year old until I was 38.  So sometimes it can take time, for us we would start and then get a cyst or something, that I never knew I had and had to start again.  Now I have to tell you that Giuliana my 2 year old had a twin, fraternal.  We lost her at about 5  months along, long story, but we had an issue.  My pregnancy was very high risk, but we ended up with our beautiful Giuliana and it was all worth everything we had to go through.  Not easy, but somehow we made it.  Honestly, if you are thinking of doing it, I would start soon, those clinics have all these stats they tell you about and everything and the younger you are the better.  Now I'm pretty sure you know a very close friend on mine Melissa, Wyatt's Mom.  I met her when Giuliana was a baby and we talked with her and her husband and they too did PGD, and now have our God son Carter, who will be 1 next month.  This worked for her the first time, no issues what so ever.  I have other friends too that have done PGD and works right away for them.  I had to use the highest dosing of drugs to get my body to work correctly.  Seems like if there is something odd or something challenging it will happen to me.  Please feel free to email me at acarlo3@comcast.net and maybe we can talk on the phone sometime.

Thanks for getting back to me, I just needed to check on you!!!!  Tonya :)

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Hi Veronica,

I've just been thinking about you today.  I just wanted you to know that you and Max have really touched me and every night we pray for you and your family.  Just wanted to reach out to you and know that I've been thinking about you a lot.  Tonya

Veronica, How is Max.  It's been quite a while since we talked. He's getting so big.  How are steriods going for Max?  Wyatt has come along way since my last post to you.  He is totally running like crazy now, jumps both feet at the same time and is now FINALLY walking down stairs instead of slidding on his butt.  I think the steriods are making a difference.  He's happy and says "I want to do it myself"  I think the biggest change is he's potty trained completely, at night during the day, goes on his own even.  Take care I think about Max often, I hope he's doing well.  Enjoy your weekend.

He can't jump with both feet off the floor at the same time, it's more like a bunny, hop, gallop thing.  But as far as running, he can definately run.  He's slower than most kids his age, but he has boundless energy.  Back to the jumping thing, my niece is about 7 months younger than Wyatt and I asked her to jump and she can't either.  At this age, I don't really know if they can physcially figure out what to do, so it's hard to say if he can't jump.  He really can't do stairs well at all, but he's really short and has stubby legs.  And you are totally right the steriods do make it real.  I still "forget" sometimes and then it hits me like a slap in the face, it really sucks.  I'm sure steriods will help.  My friends son has been on steriods for a year and he jumps, karate chops, does stairs no problem.  I think it's the right move for Wyatt and Max to do them, just to give them that extra little boost.  Take care Melissa

  Hi Veronica this is Tabby,  Michaels girlfreind, we are in the middle of a remodeling on our house right now and Mike has been very busy so I have kind of taken over his page in hopes of meeting other families that have gone through or may be going through some of the same things we are encountering since Mason's diagnosis in May 2009.  Mike, Mason and I are really looking forward to getting to know you guys . Your kids are beautiful!! Loved your photos !!  Hope to hear from you again soon!!

        Tabby