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trapped

I am not sure how long we sat there together. Me trapped underneath my eighteen year old Cody. His immobile body laid across my hips and chest. The more I squirmed the more I could feel our bodies sink in to the crater that was forming beneath us. Gently I tried to roll Cody to his side, the effort seemed almost useless. He was completely unable to move his legs with out help. Help, well that was a thought. Help from where and what. Across the room in his desk chair sat my youngest son Josiah,…See More
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trust in Jesus

We walked together quietly for sometime, our fingers entwined slightly. The moon glistened on the newly fallen dusting of snow. I looked up at the stars that brightly lit up the night sky. The last year had been very tough on us, especially Josiah, it made me feel stronger to have him with me now. Some how he always helped me find peace in my broken shaken world. His hand gently squeezed mine. I stopped and looked at him momentarily, I wanted to know why. Why, was there so much pain in this…See More
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mean girls

Lost in my thoughts I walked slowly through the mall. Remnants of Christmas still lingered in the store front windows, next to large sale signs. Unlike the weeks before Christmas the crowds of mall shoppers had diminished. However, tonight youthful noise bustled all around me. I noticed a few groups of challenged young adults casually strolled around shopping with PCA's. No doubt the mild weather and low crowds made for a pleasant evening out. I smiled to my self as I watched one group gather…See More
Blog post by Rita Felling Dec 31, 2011
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Hugs

Gently I laid my hand across Josiah's chest. Even before I could feel his heart racing I could see beneath his shirt, rapid palpitating. Fear began to invade me as I looked into his deep brown eyes. Josiah knew what was happening, softly he described his symptoms to me while I adjusted his thin body on the bed. Trying to give comfort to both of us, I reminded Josiah of his last visit with his cardiologist and our discussion. Following her instructions I put a cool damp wash cloth across his…See More
Blog post by Rita Felling Dec 29, 2011
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Thanksgiving 2011

I marveled at the very intense expression on my nephews face as I looked at the photos of him running in a track meet. With his lips half curled, caught in a snarling grin I could almost feel the intesity of his attempt to catch up to the runner in front of him. His long sleek limbs stretched in a paused motion, defining his athletic toned muscles. I smiled to myself remembering the clumsy awkward toddler he once was. The little boy who waddled, following behind my son Cody as they played when…See More
A blog post by Rita Felling was featured Nov 30, 2011
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Thanksgiving 2011

I marveled at the very intense expression on my nephews face as I looked at the photos of him running in a track meet. With his lips half curled, caught in a snarling grin I could almost feel the intesity of his attempt to catch up to the runner in front of him. His long sleek limbs stretched in a paused motion, defining his athletic toned muscles. I smiled to myself remembering the clumsy awkward toddler he once was. The little boy who waddled, following behind my son Cody as they played when…See More
Blog post by Rita Felling Nov 29, 2011
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Donna commented on Rita Felling's blog post 'remembering'
WOW - my heart breaks for you, for me, for all of us, but mainly our boys... 
Nov 16, 2011
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remembering

When I walkedMy Josiah asked me today if I can remember when he walked. So simple and matter of fact, looking at me while I helped him dress, he waited for my response. I stopped and looked down into his beautiful deep brown eyes. Half afraid where this may be headed with memories of him walking starting to flood my mind, I searched his face for something of a hint to what might be coming next. He looked at me with his soft gentle features, patiently waiting for me to answer. Yes, I did…See More
A blog post by Rita Felling was featured Nov 12, 2011

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About me:
Single mom of three boys.
About my family:
I have three sons. My two youngest Josiah 12 and Cody 16 have Duchenne Muscular dystrophy and a cognitive delay.
Age(s) of child(ren)/individual(s) with Duchenne:
7-12, 13-18
City and State:
Minneapolis, MN
Country:
USA

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trapped

Posted on January 14, 2012 at 2:57am 1 Comment

I am not sure how long we sat there together. Me trapped underneath my eighteen year old Cody. His immobile body laid across my hips and chest. The more I squirmed the more I could feel our bodies sink in to the crater that was forming beneath us. Gently I tried to roll Cody to his side, the effort seemed almost useless. He was completely unable to move his legs with out help. Help, well that was a thought. Help from where…
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Rita Felling

trust in Jesus

Posted on January 2, 2012 at 3:42am 0 Comments

We walked together quietly for sometime, our fingers entwined slightly. The moon glistened on the newly fallen dusting of snow. I looked up at the stars that brightly lit up the night sky. The last year had been very tough on us, especially Josiah, it made me feel stronger to have him with me now. Some how he always helped me find peace in my broken shaken world. His hand gently squeezed mine. I stopped and looked at him momentarily, I wanted to know why. Why, was there so much pain in this…

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Rita Felling

mean girls

Posted on December 30, 2011 at 7:47pm 2 Comments

Lost in my thoughts I walked slowly through the mall. Remnants of Christmas still lingered in the store front windows, next to large sale signs. Unlike the weeks before Christmas the crowds of mall shoppers had diminished. However, tonight youthful noise bustled all around me. I noticed a few groups of challenged young adults casually strolled around shopping with PCA's. No doubt the mild weather and low crowds made for a…
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Rita Felling

Hugs

Posted on December 29, 2011 at 5:30am 1 Comment

Gently I laid my hand across Josiah's chest. Even before I could feel his heart racing I could see beneath his shirt, rapid palpitating. Fear began to invade me as I looked into his deep brown eyes. Josiah knew what was happening, softly he described his symptoms to me while I adjusted his thin body on the bed. Trying to give comfort to both of us, I reminded Josiah of his last visit with his cardiologist and our discussion.…

Continue
Rita Felling

Thanksgiving 2011

Posted on November 29, 2011 at 6:52pm 1 Comment

I marveled at the very intense expression on my nephews face as I looked at the photos of him running in a track meet. With his lips half curled, caught in a snarling grin I could almost feel the intesity of his attempt to catch up to the runner in front of him. His long sleek limbs stretched in a paused motion, defining his athletic toned muscles. I smiled to myself remembering the clumsy awkward toddler he once was. The…
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At 7:23pm on March 21, 2011, kimmy watterskimmy watters said…
 hey rita how are the boys doing today, we are just   more rain it wonderful to  have the sun shine but spring is on the way, gettine ready for the seattle rock and roll half marathon. take care just let me know if there is anything i can to help you.kimmy
At 6:31pm on March 16, 2011, kimmy watterskimmy watters said…
i do to rita feel very bad what happnen in japan, it make us apercate for what we have, there i s not a day that i am not greatful for what i have and to be able to move my body.kimmy
At 7:07pm on March 10, 2011, kimmy watterskimmy watters said…
 hi rita  my name is kimmy watters yours boys are very handsome, the snow  must be very beautiful, but  i bet you are ready for spring. i truly admire you begin a single mom  is not easy, but  you are a true warrior.  kimmy watters
At 10:19am on August 29, 2009, Molly KosteckyMolly Kostecky said…
I knew that was you! Mike and I watched the news and saw the cute clowns and Mike said - I think that's Rita (and your sister?). GREAT job!

I was so nervous about this TCL thing - but am glad we did it. Luke clammed up when the camera got there - of course. And I looked fat, but otherwise, I think it turned out good too. :)
Are you and the boys doing to the Fall party?

Talk to you later!

Molly
At 5:31pm on August 27, 2009, Molly KosteckyMolly Kostecky said…
Hi Rita, I hardly ever get on the computer, but this site is nice. I hope you and your family are doing well - your picture is great.

Molly
 
 
 

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