I have not been online for a long time. My son Hunter who is 6 years old has DMD. I hate myself day after day I love my wife and kids more then anything but i am stuck in this rut with living away from home working in alberta oil sands trying to suport my family and pay my mortgage. I hate myself because my wife is allways alone and I am missing My sons best times of his life. Somedays I feel like crying because my wife hates me me but I dont know what eslse to do i still have to earn a living no mater what so what can I do work away from home have my wife hate me or have nothing and stay home. I am so mesed up still feel like I still have two suport my family but at what cause I hate my life and would give mine fore Hunter in a heart beat I have no Idea what I should do anymore stay home have no money or work and have averyone hate you because you are never home I love what choices I have been given I choose my job hunter gets all the coverage he needs I choose the other road I cant even aford my mortgage so what should I do. Please help I cant take it anymore.